I have tried to looking for this friendship, being a person who seldom mocking someone, being a cheerful girl, being a kind person, then what I get?
This friendship only in some periods, no longer, especially when we are apart.
Sometimes I feel, maybe I am a dumb person who wishes in this life there is a real best friends forever.
My boyf said, maybe 'you just haven't found yet'.
I am already 22 years old, this is long time enough to live.
Then my friends who I thought they are my best friends, in fact they didn't beside me when I need them. They forgot me, often..
Like I am a person in their last time.
Like I am nothing and not important for them.
I am disappointed with them..
Now I want to be a passive person.
I don't want to adore them, to make they remember me.
No more chat if I there isn't something needed.
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